2005-11-15T14:42:00.000-08:00

Ok, im bak..now its time to write my posts and feelings bout tings happening, First, the ending of the year. Yea, this year has been quite well. Crapped lots wif jon coz he sit beside me ler. Den umms, made some kewl frens thru my game. Their 19 or 18 but nvm...they crap a lot too...had lotas fun with them and my gang of frens... =D .... studies, umms..actually i got 28th position der den hor the system got error so i from 28 bcum 20. Heng sia la i thought i drop from last year 18 to 28 tis year. Lucky its jus a position so i nid not feel so bad. Who dun haf bad times? =D ....Yea...this years quite kewl and lotsa things happend tat its gonna stay in myheart for a long time....long long time....making me happi when i sad... =D .... And nxt yr goin to 3ea ... best class nehs...pls dun jealous thank you...and yea...best class...means more stress but lucky i got lotsa frens goin ther too so i dun tink ican study tat seriously as their really great at crapping huh...yea...umms..and...nxt year..will be a veri stressful year coz got lotsa competition...i not scared lose but i scared i cannot catch up so next year i will kampateh lers... yea..dats bout it for studies and frens in sch those stuffs yea...hahax...ok nxt...sumthing quite hurtful...but i'll tell it out so i'll feel beta yea...ok here it goes...i have a pri sch fren tat im very close wif...in fact...a bit too close and tis kinda closeness makes ppl suspect whether we ...ya noe "STEAD" ... yea.... and then .... *obviously we dont ... we treat eac other as kor and mei but she dont udnerstand.. ya noe she can jus hold your hand and not scared bout whether we're so called "STEADS" a not nehx....and then hor she is quite understanding la....but hor she just dun get wad i wan...wad i wan is jus a normal bro n sis relationship and not other things else...and i guess my charm may haf won her hearts ... =D ... *joking .. but i mean she likes me and she wans me to so-called "STEAD" wif her....but tats not wad i wan .... wad i wan is jus a simple bro n sis relationship... *not jie di lian pls....yea and dats all..nth much ... but...she lyk ya noe kinda foolish...refusing to believe....den i tried all sorts of ways to so-called "CONVEY" tis message to her but she still dosent get it.... i guess =/ ... den 1 dae....i finally cant take it anymore and i told her off at a field....and we sorta "BROKE-UP" after tat....haiz....did i do wrong?....im wondering how she mus be feelin now....man im evil... =/ .... but....maybe that the best way to convey the message to her and prevent her from getting hurt any further....yea....so thats bout the sumarisation i amde bout these few daes and life still hasta go on....but..after she left....i forgotten how to realli smile and laugh....colours turn to grey....nvm...life MUS go on.... *you're a colourful memory in my heart and i'll not forget you easily, rmb take kaiire of urself and i'll alwaes watch over you in any way i can, misisng ya*.....dats it!

`the boi who lost his smile'
`doNN' `Alone'

2005-11-15T14:21:00.000-08:00

Try to create a blog....dunno nice a not..lotsa tings still dun haf...tag board links this things...too chim..jus wan a place to pour out my feelings.....hahax....now...trying to write somethings...i'll be continuosly updating it wif the incidents tat happen in my personal life... =) ...so its about it..i'll continue to update and posting posts into my blog...so kampateh!

`the boi who lost his smile'
`doNN' `Alone'

~Lost Smile~